Saturday, January 18, 2020




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my friend who told me about the 'doxy' had a son in law named siegel but his bio-father's name was different

my friend thought her whole life her baby with her first husband (whom she truly loved) was born alive and that the sisters here in van buren had kept the baby from her tho our mutual friend named for st bernadette told me she saw the baby and 'the baby was born blue'

my friend had been given a hysterectomy for some reason after

her half sister had a condition similar to mine and had been forcibly sterilized, aparently here in van buren

my friend met her first 2 husbands here when they were stationed at loring afb

leonard cohen wrote 'bernadette' after being a part of the mk ultra experiments at mcgill university:


st bernadette grew up in and old jail cell

our mutual friend named for her was born a premie - her family kept her on the open oven door in place of an incubator when she had been born - she met her first husband at loring and and moved to eglin afb in florida's pan handle and the first husband had the same name as the flight school the 9/11 hijackers trained at near sarasota, tho it had been puchased by a dutch person who later turned out to be german american



my friend had only one dress - a  polkadot dress -  in a closet full of clothes and looked very similar to the drawing of the woman in the polka dot dress who tapped sirhan sirhan on the back

she also said she and her husband had worked at a hotel in california that the rolling stones had stayed at and a guy with the name sirhan sirhan had cut her husband off in traffic once so her husband had a police friend run the plates for him

she said her husband was able to control her somehow and that she hated him

she said he told her he was a warlock

mkoften began in 1966


iberkshires

my friend was a functioning alcoholic who had cleaned rooms for a landlord in connecticut saved her money while learning from the landlord and bought her own rooming house

her first husband had a condition similar to mine

she told me his mom had made her divorce him because she was 'driving him crazy'

her first name means 'god's gift'

she really like music boxes and thomas kincade



the early james bond books are well worth reading because fleming was a ww2 british intelligence officer and he tells things that are fascinating that aren't in the movies

i think it was 'goldfinger' he mentions a stolen soviet report that claimed alcoholics could be controlled by doing something simple and seemingly harmless to them

the bronfman patriarch, russian canadian samuel bronfman and the kennedy patriarch were alleged to have been bootlegging partners

so keith ranier founded a group which included two bronfman heiresses which used hypnotism to control its members and make sex slaves

keith ranier's mother was an alcoholic, which caused her death and the bronfman's had been the largest distillers in the world

edgar's son, edgar jr sold the seagram's  liquor business in 2000 even tho forbes says it was a disasterous move


edgar's obit

5 of the bronfman family attended williams college and edgar was head of the world jewish congress

bronfman science center was opened in 1968 which led to much more research being conducted at williams college where the former college president had been in charge of research and analysis for the oss:



the williams college psychology department was headquartered at the bronfman science center, where my sis used to take me to watch experimental and avante guard movies in the center's movie theater

edgar's wife, artist jan aronson, was our creative writing professor at bcc

she taught us to keep daily journals which later proved very helpful especialy for writing down ideas that would ordinarily be forgotten

my journals went missing and aparently were taken purposely for some reason

possibly because i had been part of a williams college psychology department experiment in hypnosis in 1978 where the professor in charge of it showed up 3 times later in my life - leading me to believe the experiment was on going


here they are with president clinton

yep, she speaks in the video below i'm pretty certain that is ms aronson, our creative writing teacher

she gave me a ride home from pittsfield once and told me she lived on ide road in williamstown and was single but seeing someone

mr fernander, our american lit teacher at mt greylock lives 17 miles from j d salinger's town of cornish, nh

ms aronson lives in ernest hemingway's town of ketchum, idaho

barb now lives in carlos castenada's new mexico

she has a master of fine arts degree of pratt institute in ny city which includes creative writing credits

she was our teacher at bcc in 1985 and she married edgar in 1994


jan aronson & edgar bronfman created a haggadah which is the order of the passover meal


here is one of ms aronson's paintings, water series #29 (2010)



jan aronson's paintings




contact ms aronson





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